Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Random Childhood and Summer Memories


Childhood Memories:

Growing up and the house we grew up in holds significant memories for me.  It was a yellow-and-white four bedroom two-story house..  We lived on a dead-end street so there was plenty of playing with the neighbor kids in backyards and on the street.
There were several big trees in our backyard that I used to climb, including a Cottonwood with a swing on it.  We had a couple lilac trees that smelled oh-so-fresh in the spring.  I remember one May Day (May 1st) I went and put a bouquet of lilacs on a friendly older woman's door at the end of our street.  
One neighbor down the street just-a-couple-houses, my family met when I was in about first grade.  They had a son about my age, and I am thankful to say we are still friends.  He always had some new toy to entertain, and his dad had built a nice tree-house with a rope swing from the tree in the center of their backyard.
One Christmas, he got a slinky, and I remember watching it fall down his carpeted stairs in the bedazzling motion of a slinky.  
My Sister's and my backyard had bushes and the cottonwood in the middle (length-wise) of our yard near the back porch, and in the central-back, a tall pine tree.  We would look up into its high-up branches and see boards previous owners had put up there as a kind of tree house. . . . We never made it up there, though.  When I was a little older we planted a couple rows of raspberries in the far-right corner of our yard.  There happened to be rhubarb growing from the ground in that same area. 

The left (west) side of our house had a couple azalea bushes between which our tin garbage cans were (before we were given plastic bins by the city), and behind them a couple dense apple trees--not very fun to climb in considering the scratches you would get from trying to make it up into the tree.
Behind that was a rusty-old-clothesline, and around ninth grade, I remember, to my surprise I did nineteen or twenty pull-ups on the end bar.  
Watermelons have a place in my memory as well--opening up a big, red, juicy one and sitting on the curb eating it with neighborhood friends.  Another summer snack my Mom would make was orange juice pop-cycles or pop-cycle cups with yogurt and fruit frozen in them.
My room was "off from the other bedrooms," a step-down from the kitchen with a thin layer of green carpet, wood-paneled walls and a mysterious "trap door to the attic" above my bed.
I'm thankful for these memories, and as my sister and I grow older, we share more  with each other, through talking, in contrast to the growing-up we shared and our views of each other at the time.
One more memory:  Once a friend from my Dad's work took my Dad, my sister, and I in a private airplane ride.  I remember flying over SE Portland and how we purposely flew over our house and saw it sitting there below us.  

Other random memories:


Freshly Mowed Grass

The smell of freshly-cut grass is something I am very familiar with, because I mowed our big-back-yard at our house growing up.  The backyard was almost an acre, and it had to be mowed using a walk-behind mower, because that was all we had.

Our Springer Spaniel Abby was there for company.  I knew her for most of my life, having gotten her as a puppy when I was in first grade, until my Dad had her put to sleep when I was about nineteen as my parents had divorced and my Mom was selling our house and thus no one could care for her anymore.  The story goes that my father took her on a “last-walk” around Mount Tabor before she was put to sleep.

Our backyard was spotted by various trees and a “climbing toy,” made out of wood, with a ladder and a hanging bar—a child’s delight; my Dad had gotten the design from a book.

Giving the lawn a mow was like giving it a fresh haircut, which gave it an entirely new look.  On the same “length” it was especially nice when Abby got a fresh and thorough groom . . . .

“Hey Abby-dog, hey back-yard; it’s the “new you.”




The Best Coin

Quarters are nice because they're a quarter of a dollar and they have neat pictures and inscriptions on them (one for every state now), but my favorite coin is a nickle because you can really make it roll.  It's smooth side-edge lets it go a long way, as I remember rolling it in the mall or other hard-floor places.  

Memory of Summer Working at Camp

In my first summer working as a Counselor-in-Training when I was seventeen, during training week 
at the beginning of the summer, I had some free-time, and as I was walking back toward the hill to the wagon circle, I heard some pine-cones dropping from up in a fir or cedar tree.
Learning to just be and enjoy nature, I lay down in the trail underneath the tree on my back and looked up.  I imagine that though the "squirrel-culprit" could not think as advanced as to notice me, if it did, it probably thought I wouldn't mind as it went about its business, and I watched the work of a creature of nature, proving its instinct.
This was my first summer working at a camp I had gone to and loved as a kid: this summer as a C-I-T; and then as a Counselor when I was nineteen was the hardest, yet most fulfilling job I ever had hitherto in my life.
Again, during the "training week" as a C-I-T, at a break between classes and training sessions, I sat on an almost-hidden-fallen-tree and read Psalm 104, which I had never read before.  I took in with wonder how it talks about creation and God as the Creator provides for both man and beast. It talks about lions going out to search for prey at night, and going back to their dens in the morning.  As I  read of rivers coming up from the valleys and God providing for sea creatures like Leviathan as well as birds of all kinds and smaller creatures like "rock badgers" that lived in holes in the cliffs, the provision of God made sense to me.
Being awakened to a new side of life--of deeper spirituality--my experience on the log seemed to concur with what I was reading.  As God watches over creation, so He watches over our lives, teaching us of His Fatherhood and the worthy thing a life worshiping God is. 

Other wonders of this camp, was the blue scrub-jay which had made its nest just outside the counselor-den's window on a branch, and her nest of baby birds.  

"Seeing it"--There was lots to see and "take-in" in this beautiful camp.  Another animal I and my campers saw was a pileated woodpecker, making its "pecking" hollow sound into a cottonwood or pine tree.

The wonder of spiritual growth that comes from really helping kids and leading them to a relationship with God was the most significant part of the summer, and I am just one of my generation and "band-of-friends" who can testify to a camp's beauty, adventure, and the spiritual "high-ness" that comes from a summer serving God.


Sunday, February 21, 2016

What is Glory? part two

Further thoughts on suffering and glory (see below):

A Bible teacher I know once said that he observed that the epistles Hebrews, James, 1 and 2 Peter, and 1 and 2 and 3rd John all have the theme of addressing Christians who were experiencing difficult times coming through sufferings and persecutions exhorting them to persevere to obtain a positive outcome.  As James 1:2-4 says, "Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.  And let perseverance have perfect work, that you may be mature and complete, lacking in nothing."

How does this sanctification of becoming "mature and complete," as James says, work?  The New Testament clearly states in many places that it is through and in the Spirit, and through  the Spirit of Christ and of God, whose Spirit we are connected to by our "spirit." I will show this in the following verses: One way of describing the Spirit, the third person of the Trinity, and the Spirit of Christ and of God, is God's agent at work here on earth in people to help them grow spiritually and come to know Jesus and the Father.

I've heard a well-known radio preacher say that what the letters are calling the recipients of these epistles for, is: 1 Peter,--to love; 1 John, to hope--with all the reasons that they should; and for James, to have faith, made perfect through works. . . . There are other places that talk about how the goal of our endurance of persecution is to be like Christ and the gaining of His glory. "After all, the word "Christian" means "little Christ."

For instance, 2 Thessalonians 2:13-14 says "But we ought always to give thanks to God for you, brethren beloved by the Lord, because God has chosen you first for salvation in sanctification of the Spirit and faith in the truth.  And it was for this He called you through our gospel, to the gaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ."

2 Corinthians 1:5 says, "For just as our sufferings are to us in abundance, so also our comfort is abundant through Christ."   It is this comfort that we can share with others.  And it is these experiences that "equip" us to be "priests" to those around us.  As 1 Peter 2:9 says, we are "a royal priesthood."  To be a "kingdom of priests" (Revelation 1:6), is God's will for us, especially in the last days because priests are those who seek to comfort and counsel and meet people's needs, and have supreme comfort and reassurance from God, just as priests in the Old Testament did not have land allotted to them but rather were told that they had God as their inheritance.  And it is God's will that people know Him as the One who meets their needs and who doesn't abandon them, because this is who He really is. . . .

Romans chapter 8, (one of my all-time favorite chapters) says, starting in verse 2, "For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and death. For what the law could not do, wherein it was weak through the flesh, God: sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin, He condemned sin in the flesh, in order that the requirement of the Law might be fulfilled in us, who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit.  For those who are according to the flesh set their minds on the thing of the flesh, but those who are according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit.  For the mind set on the flesh is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace."  So the main point of Romans 8 is that since we have the "Spirit" we don't have to give in to sin, but can live and "rise above" it. It is also important that we not only have the Spirit, but that the "Spirit has us,"  (quoted from a Charles Ringma Reader, Regent College Publishing--Dietrich Bonhoeffer or Jacques Ellul, not sure which) meaning we are responsive to His leading and obedient to how He leads us.   As Ephesians 4:22 says, "That, in reference to your former manner of life, you lie aside the old man/woman, which is being corrupted according to the lusts of deceit, and that you be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and put on the new man/woman which according to God has been created in righteousness and holiness of the truth.  An excellent book that talks about the Holy Spirit and all of His functions and ministries is Flying Closer to the Flame by Charles Swindoll.  It was this book being taught that helped me "come back to God" after a time of straying.

I'll end with this: being full of grace and truth is what believers need to work toward in becoming like Christ.  As Ephesians 4:15 says, "But holding to (or walking in) the truth in love, we may grow up into Him, who is the head, Christ."  This is the new man/woman we are able to attain to in this life, through God's grace and unity of other believers, as it talks of the "whole building (Ephesians 2:21-22), [is] being fitted together, and growing into a holy temple in the Lord, in whom you also are being built together into a dwelling of God in the Spirit."--to be Christ's and having the characteristics of Christ. . . . As Colossians 1:27, speaking of believers, continually called in the New Testament--saints--says "to [the saints] God willed to make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles [non-Jews], which is Christ in you, the hope of glory."

Monday, January 18, 2016

Haiku ! Haiku!




I have many memories of the outdoors as a child, continuing on into adulthood.  My parents took my Sister and me hiking many times--even from the times when I was a baby in my mother's hiking back-pack.  Memories from the coast are especially strong.  Also, I went to a summer camp that was all about "adventure" near the Columbia River Gorge.  Times of playing in the field across the street, or the orchard/blackberry patch that was at the end of our "dead-end" street. It was an adventure to "plow" through the blackberry bushes (usually using a board to flatten the bushes in front of us when there wasn't already a trail).
This is a photo I took in the town my Mom lives in.
The author Frederick Buechner's reader "Listening to Your Life," has an entry on "art." Art of any kind is, he says, set in contrast to its background or setting.  It can be something unexpected and refreshing, something that stands out from what immediately surrounds it.  In light of that I have written a few haiku's which represent new ways of looking at things--sometimes ordinary objects, often nature, and the innocence of being a child.
These poems are word-pictures.  Wherever you are, you can take a creative look at your surroundings, whether it be familiar household objects or memories that stand out in your life.


Haikus

Abby Our Dog
We choose between dogs;
First-grader’s new companion . . .
We choose the gentlest.
Family Tradition
Long trip this summer. . .
Our favorite people: cousins.
We dream the way home.

Not Without my Shepherd
Grew up with longing,
Was far from reality.
Growth comes step-by-step. . . .

Nature’s Changes
Lady bugs rule now—
Into the big leafy world.
I watch them escape.
Experiencing a Moment
In a farm-filled town
I get lost in the bridges . . .
. . . so lonely  tonight.
Untitled
After a warm day,
I hear the geese squawking by . . .
Oh, complexity!


Part of Growing Up
Had a large backyard.
Plenty of mowing keeps trim.
Springer runs about. . . .
Tick for Tat
To remind us all,
Of time’s onward progression;
I dusted that clock. :)

A Lamp and Me
A lamp gives out light;
Shade was broken in pieces . . .
But I want to shine.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Fun Times Growing Up




Recollection of Fun Times in My Life 
  
  I have many memories and they provide the foundation for my soul.  One memory is of the Fun Center-part of the Rose Festival, every year. Residents count on the crews to return and take over Waterfront Park, in downtown Portland.
        At the Fun Center, some of my favorite rides have been the chain-linked chair ride that sends you swinging out into space as the ride spins you around and around.  My all-time favorite is the Ferris Wheel, especially when your carriage stops at the top and (providing your other passenger doesn’t rock the carriage too much), it is as it should be: silent and peaceful, looking out over everything. . . .
        Some other fun times . . . Weekend breaks when I was a camp counselor at age nineteen, a group I was friends with went to the coast, Seaside, with all of its fun video games and arcades and that beautiful carousel. . . .
        Other times, when I was younger I went with friends from my small, "elite" high-school choir, to the portion of the northern Oregon coast that allowed driving: we drove along the beach, at night. . . . Feel the "Bump! Bump!" below us.  “What are those?” I thought . . . "people’s sand castles being demolished.  A heavy car—not afraid of things that go 'bump' in the night!"
        At another time, I went to the coast, with a fairly-newly-formed church college group, from the town my Mom lived in, with a couple people and old friend I knew well, but with a number who were new to me.  It was a time where I had some lingering depression with the darkening days of fall, and with recently performing one of my first times on guitar, at an open mic, and all the ambiguity and mixed feelings of good and  bad you feel when you first start performing.  But throwing the football back and forth, venturing from below, up and over the bunkers, seeing winter trees from the top of the hill. . . . my spirits lifted--with the fun and the beautiful sunset I took a picture of after all of us had posed from behind the Peter Iredale wreckage-some climbing up it a little: but this iron framework was the perfect-dark-foreground with late-sun shining through--dark purple and blue mixed with the orange and yellow brightness that came from behind the wreck:  Those that were there were all of us, as they call it: we were "sharing life together."

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